Hi. Today I can only post this poem because can no set my mind straight to do anything. I have to solve my life first then I’ll be full time back. I hope this may be to your liking.
Pain
Silent
and fast it clings to my bones
It
sucks life out of my womb,
Blurs
my mind
And
slows my path
Eats
me alive
And
diminishes my soul
Puts
me in to its special corner
Where
I can obey it and only IT
Suffering
for it to grow
Feeding
it with my sorrow
But
yearning for it to leave me be is caring water with bare hands
There
is no other way then to take the numbing path
And
pray for it to obey orders
Of foreign
entities that come to lay it to sleep
But
has no mind to understand
And
keeps trying to lure me in to its dark prison
There
is no way away
It’s
the dark or the shadows
Awake
but crawling and begging for mercy
Or
high and seeing my life pass by
With
it singing its song to my ears
Sadly
this is the chain to my ankles
The
chains to my hands
But
will not lower my voice
Cause
caged birds still sing