Help stop living animal charms

The post of this week is just because something made me angry. This is totally spontaneous. 

A year ago or so I saw on the TV  about animal charms. And like every one we thought that it would stop cause people where protesting against it. But to my surprise I get a post on Facebook  to sign a petition to help stop this.

See link here: http://blog.yummypets.com/en/live-animals-being-sold-as-key-rings-in-china/

And I was thinking : Why is this still going on?

 What was in the person that made this head?

Putting an animal in a bag with air and something to survive for 2 moths is animal cruelty.  

Are they mad? 

I mean, what is wrong with them?

I mean look at this>>

Does this look cute or fun to you?

Be real !! Would you like being in that bag? No. So why do it to an animal?

Those are living creatures!!!

Why didn't they stop this earlier? I don't know how this commerce could even get a license to do this.

Isn't it better to see this>> 

He/she is "happy"in its pond ,

NOT IN A BAG!!

Pleas every one sigh the petition to help stop it and share this.

All cute animals that could had died like this would thank you if the could.

Cause they can't, but I can, I thank you in advance for helping these poor creatures. I hope you get a lot of good Karma for saving there lives.

Thanks for reading. Much hugs and kisses

Broken Hearted

Lately life has not been the same to me and my family (at home).  I lost someone I really love. It has been 4 and half years of pure love and fun.

The first time I saw him was love at first sight. And at that moment I knew that he was different.

At first, getting to know each other was difficult. But later he calmed down after constantly hugging and spoiling him. Don’t get me wrong. He did not have a bad attitude.  He was just acting like a spoiled brat. But we told him that if you be nice you’ll have anything you want.

As time passed by we became more attached to each other. Nothing could happen without having him in mind. He was the center of my world. Cause he is my baby and I love him.

Warining: If you do not wanna read about a broken heart because of a lost pet pleas stop reading now!!

He was Valentino. Best known as Mr. Valentine or Tino.

He was My cat. His name is because he was a gift of some one very special for me on a valentines day. And I loved him since I saw his cute little face when he was 1 month old. We love that spoiled brat so much here (at home). Even my dad that does not really like cats (he is afraid of them) misses him.

And I’m saying was because some heartless bastard killed My poor baby. I could not do anything about it.

He was a good baby. He did not harm anyone. Not even my neighbor stupid chickens that walk in my yard all the time. He did not even pay attention to does animals cause he was not interested. He did not steel. He was clean. Never ate anything he killed. He would bring them to me. Hahah it was some kind of gift I suppose.

But that heartless bastard does not like cats and poisons them every time he gets the chance. And on this island there is no law against killing pets.

What gives you the right to take advantage of the curiosity of the poor kitties and poison them? Cause it was not only my pet that was gone.

I can not talk about how other pet owners feel. I can talk about me and my family (at home). My mother feels devastated .She does not want a new pet like that again.

 Cause what is the case to raise a kitten (pet) like a human child and loose him like that?

Don’t get me wrong Tino was not an indoor only cat. He did get out to play of sometimes sleep out. He is an animal he should have some freedom. But nothing happen cause I gave him freedom. It happen when I started feeling like I need to keep him inside. Cause he was liking outdoors with other cat to much and I wanted him do be inside a little more. I don’t know why but I did feel the need for it.

So if I let him run free and does not hurt anyone or steel anything, why hurt him?

Not even in his grumpy days he was a good baby. Yes he would bite but not like that. Only if you hurt him or playing but that has a trick to make him bite.

Tino did like to play with his toys and watch TV. He would sit and stare at you to get your attention so he can walk to the fridge to show you that he wants something in there. He was well fed and spoiled. Got snack more then I do. He would not touch your food if you did not start or finish eating. Would not climb to get anything at all. Valentino was an intelligent, expressive and well trained cat. So was it just bad luck what happen? Nooooooh cause no animal should be killed like that. And worst just because some monster wants it so. Cause no one can say that is was not this person that did this.

I will not say much about how this has affected me. But it is hard I have problems sleeping more then normal. I have to convince myself that he will not come meowing on the window like crazy if we leave him outside. Or that I have to close my door so he would not come in and pee in my closet. Or be able to hug him ever again.

I really miss him. He was the best medicine to my depression or anxiety.

I’m glad of having 4 years full love and fun memories of him.

In memory of  Valentino (R.I.P. 2013) 

Why biatches why?

Who are biatches?

Biatch is a female that her attitude gives a lot to think about. (And not in a good way)

1.    She has been hurt by a man and now wants to hurt any other in her way. By cheating or getting material goods from him and making his live miserable.

2.    She lives for the money and decide to get any man just for the money. And that does not include loving him.

3.    Her way to treating others makes you wanna hit them with a stick cause of her bad attitude.

Ow girls! When are we gonna understand that our wrong behavior causes more wrong behavior?

1.    Like I told the guys. Finish you unfinished business with the one that you have it with. And then start fresh again

2.    If you want his money can you at least give him some love? If you want money give something in exchange. That is how the world goes. Nothing is for free.

3.    Girl pipe the f down! Start being good and the world will be good at you.

It is proof that action causes reaction. But we still won’t think about the consequences of our acts.

Ok life may get boring but that is just to prevent unnecessary bull shit. There may be enough trouble in life for you to make more by yourself.

Ladies we are fragile at body but man are at mind. We can take a lot but they can’t. They struggle with little things and some times can not life with some things. Guys don’t take me wrong you are strong and all but we as woman take much more physiological bull shit that you can.  We woman can not make there lives more difficult by tormenting them.

We are here to make each other happy.  Man and women and vise versa. So why can we make each others lives easy?

Remember that less unnesesary bull shit makes our lives happier

The Thanks

Guys thanks for not getting mad at me for not posting for a few weeks. But I think I have to explain that when I feel to sick or depressed to sit on the pc and make an objective dissertation about things I will Not do it.

Like my pasarela teacher said to me(to the hole group) a time ago: If you are gonna do some thing do it Well or do not do it!

So I better not do it and later regret it. Cause I’m a perfectionist. Failed but perfectionist.

I hope that you will stay this good and any time I need some time off I’ll be able to taking it without people going crazy about me not being constant.

But those that know how auto-immune diseases can wreck you may understand that no mater how under control I may have it it is gonna break me down some times and stop me from going my way.  And I don’t have only one diseases to deal with, so sh*t may get HARD some times.

But guys THANKS to all those that understand me and cared about my health and for not minding me taking some time off.

Love you all

Susy 

Why Players why?

Attention this is not hate speech against all man. This is about those that make themselves guilty on heart breaking and using others.

And here comes the question again. Why Lord why? Why don’t some people think? Why does the innocent have to pay for what others did in the past?

I question the way humans think a lot (mine to some times). Cause we seem to do the weirdest things. Even if we are one of the most intelligent beings we act like the dumbest.

Types of players

1.    He is afraid of an serious relationship and starts having fun breaking hearts
2.  chick broke  his heart  and he’ll break others (innocent or not) hearts
3.    Nothing is wrong but he is just an other douche bag that thinks that females are made of his use.

Case 1 : Like I said in some post away, ask and you’ll get what you want.

 Why make life difficult? You have to start somewhere. People can and should not live in fear of daily situations. Stop being coward please. Cowards are not attractive at all.

Case 2 : The innocent pays for the past sinners.

 Why dude? Finish your unfinished business with her not with others. New person means new start. Learn that!!  A new relationship is a new opportunity for both. But don’t forget YOUR Old mistakes.

Case 3 : The insensitive douche bag.

 Aaamm dude do you have a mother? Good or bad you have/had one. Cause humans are not made in a lab. So the one that gave you life is a woman. So respect woman!! The are and will be mothers, sisters, grandmothers and daughters. Think that you could be the reason why more people may be behaving wrong.

Players are the reason of lesbians, lonely woman and b*tches. I’m not saying that any of them are right in there behavior but come on, we have to start somewhere.

A good man should be example of those around him. And as Kings and Leaders that you are you should know better. Men are those that should protect the family (the tribe). So if you seek female company is because the man wants that woman in his family (and to make it bigger).

So please don’t make life difficult. Be the intelligent being that you should be.

Annoying people on the bus

You are going to take a transport to your way, and as any public transport user you get in a bus. If you did wake up in a Good mood your day will probably get messed up by some human walking problem. Oh Lord why oh why?

Don’t you dislike people that act like they don’t want to fit with others and so they annoy everyone else?

Here are some examples of this type of person.

Then unwanted DJ

This person plays his/her phone with music so loud and some times there is already something playing. So you end up hearing a headache causing noise. Hey can you, can you play DJ at home? Or somewhere you don’t bother anyone else? Pleas don’t contaminate the air with your noise. You know there are 2 good inventions to let you give you the freedom to play what ever without disturbing others. They are earphones and headphones. Do you know those? The would be cool if you USE THEM!!

The kwak kwaki di kwak

That person that talks so much and loud that without wanting it you end up being part of his/her conversation. Aaagggg pleas we don’t wanna know you business. Please on one wants to be traumatized by your personal problems. Please pleas not so loud. Could you?

  

The bad-hearted Samaritan

That person that is so nice to share there germs with you by coughing or sneezing in font of the ventilation in an air-conditioned bus. Please  if you have a flu don’t sit in front of the ventilation. That is disgusting. We appreciate that you wanna share. But not your germs. There are so many ways to prevent spreading germs. Like handkerchiefs and paper towels. Please KEEP YOUR GERMS TO YOURSELF!!

The Royalty

That person that thinks that the bus is his/her taxi and should hurry to get where they want to go. Cause they are the only one paying here. Aaaammmm (breath and count to ten) hello this is a bus, not your taxi or your car. If you don’t like the route you should not be here. You should call a taxi or get a damn car. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLYONE PAYING here so chill and wait till we get to our destination.

When you get this kind of people on your way, you should try to ignore them as much as you can. But people if you are one of those annoying ones, please stop! There is no reason to make others life uncomfortable just cause you don’t care about them.

Lair, Lair your pants are gonna set on fire

Since I can remember I can see people trying to use others. 

And using has 2 sides.

1 when you ask for help and this person accepts to help you

or

2 not telling that person that you want something from them and lie and manipulate to get it.

Case: You want the sex but not a relationship.

Example 1: you say the truth and get yourself a nice and sexy friend with benefit.

  Or

Example 2: you run after some random person and tell them that you love them and make them love/like you to get the sex you wanted. And then run when things get serious in that relationship.

Why do you prefer to lie people? Don’t you think someone may find out? Wouldn’t that be more trouble?

I don’t get it! 

I think lying takes to much time and effort. In that kind of stuff I’m really lazy. I don’t like waist time in doing much effort tin things that could be easier. I’ll rather sew by hand and not do such useless tasks.

Some prefer to say the truth and get a straight on and then try someone else. You never know. You may get a yes. Cause after they get you lying the question is: what now?

People will not trust you ever again. Having trust of the people around you is one of the most important things in life.

Why risk so much lying? 

Maybe you don’t care now. But some day you will. Even if it is on the day that you are dying you will and it will be late. 

If you are not worried about the people around you, what are you worried about? 

Not about what they may say. But about how the feel having you around.

Some people lie to get peoples acceptance. But doesn’t it cause the opposite?  And more if you did hurt someone with your lies.

Isn’t Life about the people that want to have you in there lives? 

Sometimes when you say the truth others may not like what you are saying or who you are but they would be in your life cause you are real. You are not faking anything and the know what to expect of you. Someone that cares about you (the real you) will love and accept you even if they don’t like you.

So why lie?

 If you are a”monster” show your true colors and then try to “fix” yourself. (Change what is not acceptable) cause being a douche bag is not acceptable at all.

Stop wasting your and other persons time and on acting stupid.

I Piece of Art

Hi there welcome to my world again,It is time to let you know more about me again. And this time I’m gonna talk about one of my biggest works ever.
I hope you like it and learn something of it.

I’ve been working  on It since I can remember. Made It perfect to my view. Then nature and technology conspired against my beautiful creation and showed me an other face of It.

I kept it hidden to the world. I thought it was horrible and didn’t want It to be exposed.

I struggled with the thought of it. Fought to fix it in my head. I was sad, bitter and lost, cried about all my work that was lost. Nothing could be done. My career was gone through the drain.

Then one day I woke up and gave up on fighting against the flow. I was tired and did not give a damn anymore bout what others would think.

And there It was. Instead of a fine piece it became a imposing and marvels concept. 

Despite it could not fit the environment it complimented itself and became some kind of success.

That creation is ME!!

I’m a living piece of art that I created through the years. I had obstacles and to much trouble but after all I manage to survive.

After so much time of trying to maintain my weight and a perfect body shape, even skin tone and signature hair, pretty and scare less face. Life hit me where it hurt the most. I was diagnosed with a high stage of endometriosis. Making my dream more difficult. And then when going through the hell of hormone treatments that had horrible side effects. And one of them was gaining weight in no time. I gained 20 kilos in 2 months. So my body, my piece of art was mar, marked with horrible stretch marks and acne scars on my face.

After grieving about it and trying in so many ways to fix it. I was told that I have hypothyroidism. I get thicker even with a glass of water.

So now  what do I do with this broken sculpture? So I’m a good crafter and I made It a new piece and self-sustaining.  So I started plus size modeling. After a month of starting I started to gain back my confidence. 

 
After that I graduated of Silhouette Plus summer edition 2012 I started to craft myself again.  A new me with the remains of the old me and the new me that had burst out in the making of my new creation. 

And It was perfect!! Nice curvy shape, soft skin like ever, natural hair, unique style, colorful personality and a cute face. But keeping some of the most important attributes of myself ; Curiosity and that inner nerd that will learn anything that gets my attention. With a little hippie do and always joking.

So there I was daughter of the Goddess Venus.

The new and beautiful me. Highly skilled with much more to offer then before. And not really afraid to lose anything anymore.

I hope you liked this post and I would be some kind if inspiration to someone some day.

!!Pictures in black are not form modeling classes. But a from private photo shoot !!

YOLO

Cool things that can ruin your life

A few days ago I was watching some clips on a much known net work that we all use every day and I was like :-O mouth wide open. Seeing so many girls doing nasty things and being filmed.

Ok before all nasty for me is not a “bad” thing. Depending on what your doing it can be amusing or interesting.

But please!!! Get filmed? They will have poof of what you did. You can not deny that you this in order to defend your self and your pride.

Back to the point. They where twerking barely naked or with there underwear showing on a stage.

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Twerking is a dance move that involves a person shaking their upper hips and lower hips in an up and down bouncing motion, causing them to shake, 'wobble' and 'jiggle’. To "twerk" means to "dance in a sexually suggestive fashion by twisting the hips."

Really? On a stage?

Ahh please!! Everybody is seeing you. And don’t forget filming and posting you on the internet. What are you getting for doing that? Ow a price? Are you all gonna get that Price? Ow only one. So why are you acting like a bitch in public and not getting plaid for it?

Don’t misunderstand me if you are gonna do something dirty that may ruin your life in public, you better make it worth it!!

Understand this. We all may get a little dirty while dancing, but not like that. And the Caribbean people can understand this very well.

Some people let situations, music and alcohol drag them to doing really crazy. That kind of things should be done in private. If your partner films you or take pictures that should stay Private.  And private is only those that where busy in the act. Not you and the entire club. Ow and don’t forget all world wide internet users.

I know I know. It looks fun and maybe is fun but think before you do things like that. Those things may mark your life FOR EVER.

I know about that. But no I did not do that in public I just trusted the wrong person but that is an other post. :D

Things like getting really drunk or high. I know you’re just having fun and getting rid of the stress. But abusing of any substance may cause you to black out. Think, if you black out and don’t remember anything, you where no longer in control of your acts and things could have happen.

I don’t know you but I am really afraid of loosing control. I would be really ashamed if I did something stupid and not knowing it.

I’m not judging anyone. I’m just telling you to watch out what you do, how and where you do it. I’m not telling you not to do them and have “fun”. But just be responsible about your acts. And that means to not put yourself in danger

I hate you

I hate you, you hear of them say.

Huh me? Why?

Some may not even know why they say that. Or they have some strange reason.

Do you know what HATE means?

It means that:

• ·         You wanna see this person fail
• ·         You don’t wish any good to them
• ·         You wanna harm them
• ·         Or wanna see them dead and you will celebrate of joy with anything bad that happens to them.

Why may the hate you?

Pffff it could be anything and some times they may have the most stupid reasons. Like hating you cause you are talented.

Instead of researching for there own talent they waist there time hating you.

Too much waist of energy.

Hating you cause you have a nicer hair.

Girl you know how much it takes to wash and keep this Afro neat??

I would not mind to give tips of how I maintain my hair. But pleas ask. I can’t read it of your forehead.  Ask if you wanna know.

And again communication lack. Instead of hating and envying. Ask damn it!! So you can achieve the same as that other person. A GOOD person will at least give some tip or advice.

Hating is a negative feeling like others.

But I find it so confusing. It asks so much energy of you. You waist so much time and energy instead of using it for trying to get as far of like that person. The human mind is so complex. We tend to choose what looks easier but sometimes it ends up being more difficult and useless. Why don’t we stop acting stupid and think.

I said WE before because maybe I did envy someone some time. But how I have been raised makes me stop and think. And I learned not to look up to anyone. That sounds weird but I have always been like that. Cause you see something so beautiful that you (I) stop and say: Hold it there must be something rotten behind this.

It may not be that bad but it will take all the magic away. And if there is no magic, why not make it my own way?

So instead of hating/envying I’ll search how I can get what I want or something Better. So I don’t have to envy none cause I got my own way to get what I want and the way I want it. 

Story

One time at school I heard some girls talking about hating some other. And I confronted them asking if they knew what hating an other person was. When I exposed my theory they where looking like now they would have to think before they would talk. Cause they where confusing Not Liking and hating. That is an “innocent” mistake that some may do.

Why not analyze what we feel and then searching for the right words for it.

 A shout out to all Haters. Hahaha joke. I did not mean to insult anyone and the inteligens 

A shout out To my people in Curacao. Tur kos ta bon si Shonan? Sigi lesa mi Blog i por comment tambe. Basha bo comment sin berguensa. Korda keda ku respet si

Danki :D

Wasting time on Judging

This started when my mom glass beads bracelet broke at the bus stop and we started picking them up. And when we came home my mom told me that the people around where looking at us like if we where crazy for picking them up. And I was like wtf? That people don’t know shit. That bracelet had unique beads in it. Some of them where even hand made glass beads and could cost 2 dollars each. Me leave what on the floor?

That is like leaving and art piece of art in the garbage.

As crafter I know what it is to see something beautiful in that others don’t see anything in it.

So people think that that bracelet was just bijoutery and did not have any value for them. But for my mom it did.  Cause she bought one every time she had the money to do so and loved every bead of it. Cause some of them where UNIQUE or hand made. So for her I had an added value.

So when you see something that may not be important to you respect it because it could mean the world to an other.Some things that apparently don’t mean much may not always have the same value to you that it does to an other.

Not knowing values or not respecting them for and other gets us stuck again with the communication. Instead of supposing or judging, why not asking why?

Think how many problems could had been solved or prevented if someone would have asked why and a reasonable answer would have been given. There where be less misunderstandings.

It sounds easy but it is apparently not. For some people it is better to think you are crazy or stupid then to ask: madam why are you picking them up? The fell already on the floor. (why and/or what are you doing)

Why? Isn’t it better or easier to ask? I mean you can not as every one but you can ask the closer ones. Like your family of someone you know that may be doing something that for you would look stupid.

I it better supposing something and then have to say sorry cause you where wrong? 

Isn’t there an other way to do things?

Wouldn’t it hurt less or make you less angry? 

But noooooo you have to keep quiet, doubt and think trash!! You have to let it work on your nerves for nothing!  Aggg pleas.

I know it can be difficult to beat that bad habit. But isn’t it wasting your time making your time more difficult to solve?

Think about it and stop wasting time. Ask!  :D

Some of The Person behind the random thoughts

Hi there

Today I’m going to tell who I am.

Yep “should” had done it before. But nope did not want to draw all attention from what I have to say with whom I am and other facts about me. But I decided to share some of my life that may help or make people more aware of some things.

OK let’s go to the point.

My name is Zunette . But known as Susy. Born in the 84. I’m from Curacao. Grew till my 6 in on a see side neighborhood then moved with my parents to a neighborhood on a mountain side till now. Yep I’m still live with my parents.

First child of my mother. Second of my father. I have a little brother. He is 3 years younger from same mother and father.

I’m a naturally curious, creative, cute and some times raw. I’m really playful and really serious when I have to.  I can switch from A to Z if it is required. Always been a thinker.

Did administration and management at school.

Love learning new things, read books and online. I’m a certified crafter. I love it and would not want to live without it. Creating new nice things is what I love about it.

I like singing, dancing, painting and makeup. I do belly dancing (tribal and cabaret), ballet, contemporary dance and dubstep. No never followed any type of classes. When I do dance I dance my soul out.

I write poetry and like cooking and improvising in it. I’m very talkative but most of the time I’m quiet cause I’m analyzing something or situation around me. I’m a vegetarian from soul.

I’m much of a caged free spirit. (“Prisoner “of my situation)

Why I made this blog?

First I started it because I’m use to helping people with my advice and like to talk about important topics of life and culture.

So I decided to do it openly. I’m not pretending to know it all cause I don’t. But it is better to get more opinions about something that just getting 1 that may not be helping you have different point of view. And second it started trying to keep myself busy. I will explain why and details about it in my next post about me.

I just want to make these thoughts more useful. Keeping them to myself or only to a few is selfish. And I’m not.

http://www.curacao.com Link to the site of my beautiful native Island.

 

I hope you liked this post. Till next week